I Am Just Too Obnoxious

IVF #2 is proving to be rough.  I don’t know if it’s because of the drugs or because of the emotions involved.  I’m thinking it’s more of the latter.  

On Sunday, I burst into tears at the grocery store for no apparent reason.  When I got home, I burst into tears again over bursting into tears at the store.  Last night, I had the giggles and the sense of humor of a 6^th grade boy.  I was turning anything and everything I heard on TV into a double entendre and laughing my head off at how funny I was.  J was just laughing at me laughing.  The jokes were really not funny.  Today, I am so freakin’ crabby that I don’t even want to be around myself.  I have gone into the bathroom to cry a few times.  Just little tears, no ugly crying.  An example of my ugliness?  It is my research day and one of my coworkers suggested I see one of her patients for her.  It took everything I had not to go into a raging “DON’T TAKE MY RESEARCH TIME FROM ME YOU EVIL BITCH” fit.  She really thought she was doing me a favor.  There was no bitch intent.

Physically, I’ve managed to get a bruise in every injection spot.  Sunday night, I bolted up in bed at 5 AM to throw up and eventually woke up with a raging headache and the shakes.  Methinks the physical stuff is because I got a bit cocky since things went so smoothly last round and didn’t drink the water I should have.  Yesterday I substituted a bottle with Gatorade and have been feeling fine since.

But it gets worse, friends.  It gets worse.  Last night, I had dinner with a lovely single friend.  She has the worst luck finding men.  She was asking if I had run into anyone worth setting her up with lately, and all I could think of were the two fellows at my clinic.  She works for the same hospital, they are really nice guys – it would be perfect!  Very obnoxious of me, right?  Now, I have no idea if these guys are single or not and have no idea how to find out.  There really is no opportune moment or good way to ask when they are all up in your lady parts.  When the IVF nurse called to confirm my appointment today, I thought about asking her.  Then I thought the best bet might be to ask one of the CMAs when they are doing a blood draw.  They’d probably just laugh at me.  What do you think?  To obnoxious or do I play matchmaker?