You Guys Are Amazing

Thank you all so very very much for the comments and the emails over the last few days.  I wanted to respond to each comment, but I was just so overwhelmed.  They were all full of such amazing advice and support.  I swear if it weren't for you guys, I would be in the looney bin.  I think my husband would too since I pass all the messages on to him.  You've all made us feel so much better about the direction we're going in. I wish none of us ever had to meet, but I'm so glad we did.

I spoke with my RE today.  He pretty much had nothing for us.  No idea why I didn't get pregnant, and the only suggestion was to transfer three embryos next time (eek!)  Now, I really do like my actual RE - just not the practice.  I appreciate a guy who will give it to me straight.  He told me, "I don't know why you aren't getting pregnant.  You got perfect embryos this time... and you aren't THAT old."  Some people would be offended by that - not me.  I finally got to tell him how much better my life has been since the lap and he said, "Well, I'm glad, but that's gunna go away and I hope you get pregnant before then."  Hurts to hear, but the man is right.  I told him we are getting another opinion and he was fine about it.  Even gave us two recommendations - one is the doctor we are planning to see.  He said, "If they have any suggestions, please let me know what they are!"  He also said if we decided to come back we certainly could.  And believe it or not, we have an appointment for tomorrow with the new guy already.  I'm not sure if I will be able to get all of my records from the clinic tomorrow (since the nurses don't friggin' call back!), but since I'm anal as all get-out and keep my own notes and copies of everything, the receptionist at the new place thinks we'll be okay.  The only thing I don't think I have enough info on is the op report from my lap.  I have the pathology report, but not the op report.

Anyway, we had a nasty storm here the other night.  When it was all over, we were greeted with the most amazing sight.  The sky between the clouds was bright purple and there was a gigantic double rainbow spanning the neighborhood.  All the neighbors were out gawking and shooting photos.  I, of course, grabbed my camera and tried to fit as much of it into a frame as I could!  So I'll leave you with these:  The calm after the storm.

Thanks again, y'all.  You are the greatest.